he
was actually chasing so that
she’ll dominate him … into an absolute form …by the well known romanian essayist Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Have you ever thought that a person who is torturing another person is actually chasing… to be tortured?!
… finding in fact joy into that … both torturing, but also being tortured.
Most probably … not.
But i saw that … happening.
He was a bank director and she was actually a simple employee from the bank.
I saw him … as a tough guy … and cannot explain to myself … how they could be together …. cause they were so, so different.
Yes … he was so tough …. and she looked to me such a sensitive woman.
And … i even had the impression that he was so … manipulative with her.
Few years later … i met her … at a close friend of mine.
We’ve drunk a coffee together and suddenly she started to tell me their story.
It looked like … he was playing with her mind … trying to teach her … how to manipulate him … but also torture him psychologically.
I was shocked.
I … didn’t know what to reply to her.
But it looked like … they were all the time playing those weird games.
He was asking her to treat him … like a dog … like a slave … like her sexual prisoner… and in many other ways.
And … he felt so excited while they were doing that.
It was almost … like the switch of the roles they were paying into the real life.
… adoring to do it.
But my normal question to her … was” … why?! Why do you think such an intelligent man would want to play such games?!”
She smiled … replying … “He was so, so dominant … by such a long time … that he totally forget how was to be dominated by others.
So … he needed those games.
… just to remember how it is … and deeply understand how it actually is to be dominated.
He needed to know … how his victims … including myself… were feeling.
I felt strange to play such roles with him, but into the end … i liked it.
Yes … i’ve liked to play with him … humiliating him in those sessions of total dominance.
It helped me understand… how i could be tough … cause i was much too sensitive.”
All … looked so … strange.
I could almost not believe… what i was hearing.
And … still … it was all … a real case scenario.
Even … if both looked like normal people to me.
Meditating … i’ve dared to ask myself … did i ever played such games?
And if not … why I haven’t done it yet?!
Most probably … i could have the chance to understand more about the weirdness of the human being.
… and i am a human too … so i could understand myself better.
That would probably help me a lot … in improving my life … into better.
But … i was just delaying all.
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